choke
what is really going on?
the world is moving so fast right now
that when i slow it down
i miss out on so many things
so i can't really afford to slow it down
if i speed it up my heart will explode
if i slow it down everything will pass me by
gotta be right here right now!!!!!!
another update
oh boy.
i put all the distractions away.
except the ganja.
that will also fall by the wayside soon.
i moved back to my mom's house.
i'm working on her house 12 hours a week, getting it organized etc etc.
she wants to sell it, but before she can we have to go through almost fifteen years of clutter. plus the yard needs maintained, the garage and basement need attention, etc etc etc. i'll be living there the rest of the summer taking care of all of these things. the tentative plan is to move to mentor in january, where i will begin either bartending or managing at a sports bar type eatery. also i'm actually going to start working on a demo soon. i've decided it's time to get serious about all my dreams, so i had to put all the distractions away.
the best way to get ahold of me is to leave a message on my cell phone with a phone number please!!! please tell me yr number when you leave a message, as i just dropped my cell phone tonight and killed it. so all those numbers that i had stored in there i can't access, so leave yr # please please i'll get back to you asap the number is two one six eight seven zero zero zero zero one. peace
you want an update?
here's the deal.
it's been an effed up couple of months.
that's all i got.
broke up with the girl.
broke up the band.
spent all my money.
good news: someday this struggle will end, and i wont' have to worry about money/food/heat/clothing....................
i just got a second job bussing tables at a high class affair called "marottas"
money goes thru my hands like water. it's sick!!
aww yeah another update?
so here's what is issssup.
my buddy johnny, who owns lou's tavern, just told me about this apartment in the building behind the bar. his sister was supposed to move in there with her boyfriend, but i guess they're not together anymore, so... it's avaliable. without going into to many details, if you thought i had a good deal at my current place (which i do) this place is the steal of the century. it's 550/month plus utilities. johnny first said it was a 2 bedroom, then he said, well, there are 2 other rooms that could be bedrooms, but they're a little smaller, and in the attic. but they're finished, unlike the room in my attic. plus there is a huge porch (it's the second floor and attic of a house) and a sun room? maybe? so i'm wondering if anyone wants to make a move to cleveland and try their hand at this thing i call "partying down" "24/7"
i still have no idea how i'm gonna make this happen. i need a new/better/more money kind of job.....we'll see....
aww here it is
yeah..........so tonight Gil Mantera's Party Dream is playing at Peabody's with a bunch of other cool stuffffff.... should be a good time.
that's it
um....no it's not.
here's the update. there are pictures of Terebithia in concert
here so check it out.
also, i rearanged my living room since those pics were taken.
and the one of just a girl giving the camera some kind of face is my girlfriend Em.
yeah.
